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一个女生和一个男生去旅行，单独入住一间房。什么也没发生，却被非议。 

一个女生和另一个女生去旅行，单独入住一间房, 根本没问题，好闺蜜嘛。

一个男生和另一个男生去旅行，单独入住一间房，那有什么问题？好兄弟嘛，同穿一条开裆裤都成。

这个世界偏差的价值观怎么就这么不讲理呢？

难道那两个男生，那两个女生就不会是情侣？就不会发生点什么？ 

等等，就这个问题，另一些号称反对同性关系所谓礼仪廉耻的维护人又要跳出来发表滔滔伟论了。

重点不在这。 

关起门来，谁知道?

对，就是关起门来谁知道。

你也不知道，那瞎嚷嚷个什么劲儿？

其实，非议别人的同时怎么不想想自己思想到底是有多污才能说出这些话来。

怎么，盖棉被纯聊天的事就不会发生呢？

怎么孤男寡女就一定干柴烈火？

怎么夜黑风高， 就是发生点什么的开场白？

食色性也，对，但是我们是有思想会判断可以自制的成年人， 不是随意发情的动物。

这是人和动物最大的区别，你们批判的对象随时发情，共处一室就发生苟且之事， 那难道是动物？你们如果是在批判动物， 那恭喜你，物以类聚，你也是其中一员。 

世俗的眼光扼杀了多少的爱情，难道单纯的友情也得惨遭毒手？

茫茫人海遇到一个爱人，不容易。 那遇到知音，难道就简单？

一个好朋友，因为无中生有的批判而渐行渐远，不残忍吗？

一个了解你甚于家人的好朋友就因为性别被恶意的挑衅，难道公平？

总是以自己的视角看世界，然， 这世界的广阔连在地图上指手划脚从南极到北极都得花上时间。

你看过你见过的男女关系，难道就只有性吗？没有性的男女关系不存在？

你的狭隘造就了你的封闭，而封闭自然引导你走向极端。

不是没有，是你不了解。

不是没有，是你选择漠视。

不是没有，是你只看只听你创造出来的所谓真理。 

对了，

那些“我这是为你好”的旗帜收一收吧。

不是不屑，是不需要。

如果关心只是建立在“到底谁有理”的辩论里，那我心领。 

你争赢了，却让我看清了。

有些事， 你得看对象说。

后记

姐本来就不是一个会在意别人怎么想的人。

我在意的是，怎么可以这么理所当然的批判一些你压根也没懂的事。

该让你明白明白？

我看不必了，

这次不是你不了解我，而是我没义务让你了解我的事。

New Year Resolution 2014: Be Happy!

Is been so long since my last update. And, I supposed to get myself a new hair done today yet mission incomplete. On Hold. 

And, I wish it isn't too late to post a shout out of "Happy New Year 2014". Whattheheck am I doing for this past 4 days in 2014. In short, Non-stop brain storming, talking and of course OTing. I will never stop to do what I believe even it consumes time and energy. Nevertheless, it is my principle of life. Don't you want to live upright? So, why pawn the pride? 

I am cruel ONLY IF those people with or without brain stepped on my border line. I will not hesitate to let you understand the fact of being there for more than one year is not completely on luck. I have my way to achieve what I have now. So, think carefully what are you before you talk to me. I'm telling you as a chemist.Please get this clear.  Yewww. It sucks when the people you tend to put hope on him/ her turns nasty.  

Anyway how, truly appreciate these people who helped me along the way in 2013.  

Thank you for supporting me every time when I was almost drowned by stress. Pek Sii, thank you! 

Thank you for voice my thoughts out when I was bullied. Calvin-gor, thank you!

Thank you for always talk to me and cheer me up with loads of laughter in QC Room. Three Flowers ie Sock Kian, Yin Ming and Kar Sin, thank you!

Thank you dearest jimui aka BFF for always listen to me and endless support never absent.Thank you, Jying! 

Thank you to Mr. ZzKoh. I knew sometimes it isn't too easy for you to speak nicely to me, but it is good when you were in good mood and giving me your opinions in solving problems which sometimes we can't even identify the root cause.  

Thank you Boss, Boss, Boss, Boss, Boss, Boss...Thank you for the guidance, advice,critics for making me stronger and most importantly more rational in problem solving. Thank you for given me such a good chance for learning new skill and widen my prospective as a freshie in working environment. 

Many thanks to all the colleagues who involve directly or indirectly in my past one year working life. 

Life sometimes sucks. 

but

When fussy things isn't that bad as the end of the world

It is still lovely and interesting. 

Life is beautiful 

and 

I do believe that 

I can make it even wonderful and fabulous 

with

loads of love, efforts and prayers. 

2014, 

Year to shine!

Year to glow! 

Love, 

Jjing Koh  

BAK ZHANG says it all

First ever post using Mobile phone. Good try indeed har.

So what about this post?
It has been don't know how long since the last post. Refer back to the date if you're interested to know this. 

Today I heard of two close friends who don't like bak zhang.  Personally like it to the max. Tasty food never rejected.  Lmao. So, remember why do we have this festival rather than having bak zhang is the main.

Recently have too much love. Too much work load. Too much boredom.  Too much failure. And too much space for improvement.  Yea.  Too little space to breath.  Ineedvacation.  Indeed.  In need. 

I called myself as a chemist since 10 months ago. God please strengthen my faith and let everything goes as planned.  People said a door is closed but a window will be opened for me.  But I'm too tall to pass through a window.  I'm doing fine with the door. 

Maybe the comfort zone theory described me the best. I stopped at the same place for the scenery that might be dull for others.  I say I don't care but I doubt when I heard he said, what so interesting about being a chemist in a hazardous circumstance?

The reasons might have thousands more.  But the main- I had lose the drive of having unknown.

So much lame and I admit that.
Fucked the truth rather than love the lies. 

Good night.
A bak zhang for him. 你辛苦了。

You left the room but not your roomie

I wouldn't like to know why this photo trouble my mind this much.

Thing changes with the time flies. Aren't we? But, no for the F. Friendship we called.
At this moody night, those moments when you left me for your hometown caught my mind.
You don know right?

You never look back when you're leaving.
I get used with that.
But hate the feeling of separate.
I thought I get used to the life without you with me eventually.

Never you disappear in my daily topic.
Hmm. This sound very terrible.

I miss you.
With the laughter.
No more tears.
But, you know I never forget you in my prayer.

:))

Signing off.  

Forget You Not!

Endless missing you. 

[Morning] The first sunshine reminds me of your smile.

[Night] The dimmer moonlight shine on me because the jokes u told minutes ago. 

I told you the song hits my mind. 

I thought you gotta at least concern why it hits my mind. 

The song. The you. The her.

I was smiling listening to you when you were her. 

We'll never be the same huh? 

You asked, 

Why I just can't wait to see you have a new start. 

Hey, new girl of you keeps me away huh. 

Well, you shouldn't know this. 

I'm doubt what it will be when you have your girl.

I'll be away. 

But, my prayer will always include you. 

Of course, your everything.  

I'll be the first one to wish you in bliss. 

I want you be better. 

At least, a better you from the past. 

For yourself, never is for her. 

We'll always be the best friend of best. 

I miss you.