I ♥ SUNDAY

i guess i have no so called hibernate holiday for this raya+mid term sem break...almost everyday woke up very early. today also the same. woke up at 6.30am. had a vy tasty fish porridge.thx mummy for woke up early at 5am to cook us that nutritious and delicious fish porridge. *hughug*.Being nagged for having a RM12 fish porridge in kl.regret for telling them the truth.LOL. after breakfast, daddy drove to KLUANG.

well, maybe u will think that he drove me go makan angin. NOPE NOPE NOPE. he went there for regular medical check-up. is a tumour-specialist from a hospital in Pudu. so scared to accompany him go see doctor. nervous and worry if heard anything goes wrong. so glad that this doctor is nice enough to encourage his patients. i know daddy is fully believe him and all his encouragements are enough for daddy to continue his fight. fight over that damnly tumour. well well well, he is really too nice if compared to that shitty doctor in hospital sultan ismail who declared my dad is cureless. really fed up with such kind of poisonous words. may all doctors bear in mind that all your words may poison enough to kill someone even he was destined to live longer. i have confidence with daddy that he can get well and daddy and my family also believe so. do not sad for me. i do not need it. i do not scared ppl know about this as is nothing shameful of it. wish to tell my dearly friends that, do treasure people around u and do not let yourself live within regretness. treasure before u lost it.

actually i do not know anything along the way as i was sleeping for almost one and a half hours on the way going. realise how big is KLUANG only on the way back. so many shops and housing areas there. i was wondering when does KLUANG become such an advanced place except beepee. but, still i prefer the shopping mall in beepee. hiakhiak. the chinese highsch in KLUANG really impressed me with its buildings and its field. OMG.i do like the environment there. and im really sotong enough as until today only i notice that actually that chinese sch just opposite the temple mummy which used to pray since i was young. is been almost 10 years didnt go there pray jor. people there cant recognised mummy well and i felt that mummy do feel something.
'how great it will be if i know how to drive." this thought must be played in her mind. well, after praying i do feel PEACE.

afterward, having some shopping in ECONSAVE yong peng. buy vegetables only. as mummy tag along, i cant buy any snacks. if not, sure get non-stop nagging from her. LOL. go auntie's house to pay her back the money of my sunblock. she specially made some mooncakes for me. thankful. i really appreciate her mooncakes as it is fully handmade and is all specially for me. really felt she dote me as her own daughter. ^^

have a vy tired day. but mange to have a very short nap. sleep soundly if my sis didnt knocked me up with the door. well. i know it was an accident. today really lucky as i managed to find the target standard for my assignment ady. haha.tomoro going to compile it into a complete assignment. gonna do it faster as i haven start with my lab report. management test2 ?? wait till i got mood lar..LOL.

blindly thought of you. but, i do wish to disconnect from you for two weeks. i need to get used to the life without you. after all, we gonna go into separate way. do not wish to be too sad then. i was deeply influenced by your story. please step out from that story-line. is completely totally absolutely none of my business. i believe i can. find back the me before knowing those stories. ireallycan. iknowican. ibelieveican. imust.

jjing is signing off.